Shes Outside Counting Stars♥

^^Lyrics from Stars by Hum^^
I cannot find that song on Frostwire, and I'm like obsessed with it.
Soo. I'm aggravated.
=.=.
Tomorrow I'm going to the Crossing with Kasey&&Lindsay and possibly Zach♥, then going back to my house and getting ready for the dancee[:
There is this superduperuber (<-- my word.) cutee top at Dot's.
And its like made out of black fishnet, which I know sounds weird for Dot's, but its cuteeee. :]
I'M MAKING ZACH♥ GO TO THE DANCE BECAUSE I WANNA GRIND.
xD.
Lmao.
I. Am not. A whore.
xD.
LMFAO<333
Today was good.
In first hour I got an A on my test.
And Ryan made me laugh(:
And then in second hour I came to realize I REALLY need to focus on my math.
And then in third I drew my epic drawing for my project.
And then at lunch I sat with Darius, Mariah, Jarred, Barry, Logan, Selina, and thisonechick. It was funny. They had hummus at school and Jarred ate some of it and gagged and thought he was going to puke.
Okay so.
I'm texting Zach.
Me: So whatsup, buttercup?(:
Him: Fixing the clutch on this dirt bike.

...
...
...
...
...
IS IT BAD.
THAT I FOUND THAT.
HOT?!
xDDDDDDDD
My grandma says it is.
Kellyy and Kasey think otherwise(;
Mwahahaha.


Reach For The Stratosphere,
Lyndsey.
xoxo.

(P.S. If you don't like the pictures of my "disgusting" piercings on Facebook, don't look at them. And they're NOT infected. At all(;. So quit being jealous and stfu. :])

Idgaf.

If we haven't been together that long.

Idgaf if we've been on and off since May.

Idgaf if you're not perfect.

Idgaf if you mess up.

Idgaf if I mess up.

I am falling so hard for you, Zachery Allard.

And trust me.

I KNOW I say this about A LOT of people.

But this time I mean it.

I'm sorry it took me so long to realize it.

I'm sorry for all the times I hurt you.

I'm sorry for the time when I told you to get over me.

I am...so sorry.

Baby, I'm going to make this all better.

I promise.

xoxo,
Angelbaby♥

Sexiest. Man. Alive.

^^^^^^^
THAT'S MY DREAM MAN.

|:

I really wish I was a Freshman.
I have like no friends on my team.
The majority of the friends I have in my grade are on 8-1. :/
I couldn't be on 8-1.
Even though I requested it. ://.
And then all my other friends are Freshman or Sophomores.
And I have like three in the seventh grade.
:/.
I have nobody to go with to formal because EVERYONE knows me and Zachery are not going to be together like eight months from now |:
&&Even if we are hes not going to formal.
And Justen will probably go with some pretty girl.
And so will Carter.
And Lindsay, Sarah, Kayleigh, and all of them will all go together.
I'm probably not going to my 8th grade formal |:

You.

Are such an emotionless little prick.

I Am Not Afraid To Keep On Living.

First Hour (History): WAS SO EASY. I sat by Darius, as usual, and coloured a picture of John Adams and it was very nicely coloured. ;3

Second Hour (Algebra 1B): I do not know why. But I ALWAYS get SUPER tired in that class. I think its because Mrs. Sokolowski turns the lights off. o.o. Me and Darius talked about raping each other.

Third Hour (English): We did our TOD's and then Mr. McClelland just kinda...ranted. xD. He told us a bunch of more Finger Freddy [roflmaoxDDDlolol] stories and they were really funny. ;3

Lunch: I sat with Shane, Mariah, Sam, Darius, Brandon, and somebody else who I can't remember. Shane was talking about how hes "fighting" Justen, Carter, and Zach on Wednesday. I am so pumped to watch that shit.

Fourth Hour (Science): We did vocab. It was so boring. I wanted to shoot myself.

Fifth Hour (Gym): OHMYGOD. KSO. We had to do this retarded exercise when you jog and then you walk and then you have to drop to the floor in a "plank" formation. Me and Jessica played the penis game and Mr. Rieman didn't say anything. xDDD.

Sixth Hour (Troubadors): Lindsay. Pissed me off. So bad. Okay so, I'm in Soprano 1, right? But idk why but Mrs. Miskowski is making me sing Soprano 2 on "Johnny Has Gone For a Soldier", right? And its me, Lindsay, Raylene, Kaylynn, and some 7th grader singing Soprano 2 for this song. And Lindsay is like "Lyndsey you're flat." I'm like "I know." because I seriously think I'm slightly tone deaf because all last year I was ALWAYS just a little bit sharp and now I'm a little bit flat CONSTANTLY. And then she almost made me cry when she went "Oh my God Soprano 2's just sounded so pretty! Well at least me and Raylene did." GOD SHE MAKES ME SO MAD. >.<

Then I walked with Zach into the parking lot and it made me happy then I came home and slept then when my mum got home we went to TJ Maxx and I got new shit then I came home and got on the computer. >.>

Picture day is tomorrow. -.-


Reach For The Stratosphere,
Lyndsey.
xoxo

I miss you.
RIP.

Please Stand Up.

Eminem♥

First Hour (History): We did these map things and I totallyy know Ryan has a crush on me now. xD.

Second Hour (Algebra 1B): I nearly fell asleep, again. -.-

Third Hour (English): I totally didn't have my essay/timeline/interview project done. |:. I get 10% taken off. Great.

Lunch: I sat with *thinks* Mariah, Olivia, shitshitshit can't think of her name...SYDNEY, Deliah, and...that one chick. Shane is suspended =.="

Fourth Hour (Science): SOOOOO boring. I have like 979792876 assignments to turn in. -.-

Fifth Hour (Gym): Flexibility testing. I got the highest score. :P

Sixth Hour (Troubadors): I hate the new teacher. kthnxbai.

Tonight Will Be The Night That I Will Fall For You.

First Hour (History): We watched a movie about the French Indian War and it was all gory and jawns. Mr. Riedel was SUPER nice and gave me all the answers on the packet that they went over yesterday, since I wasn't there. Ryan and Darius entertained me. xD.

Second Hour (Algebra 1B): We had to do this thing, and I did NOT remember how to do half of it. Actually, I'm supposed to be doing it right now. -.-. Fml.

Third Hour (English): Mr. McClelland had a meeting so he had Mrs. Spencer, the teacher next door, have her door open, which is adjacent to his room, so she could make sure we were quiet. I talked to Nate&&Darius all hour :]

Lunch: Me, Shane, and Mariah went up to this seventh grade table (Roflmao I keep forgetting Mariah is a 7th grader) and Shane was talking about cum and it was funny...LMAO CUM ISN'T SPELLCHECKED XDDD, mwahahaha, I love him♥

Fourth Hour (Science): We had to go over the Scientific Method and Mrs. Allen was being really nice o.o

Fifth Hour (Gym): I didn't feel like dressing, so Jessica&&Raylene&&Shelly didn't either. xD. It was "choice day" so me&&Jessica&&Isaac all walked the track and we were just talking and it made me soo happy.

Sixth Hour (Troubadors): Mrs. Mokolowski was talking about how we're going to go see one or two musicals this year and I think we should go see American Idiot on Broadway but everyone else is all omfgz Wicked!! -.-.

After school I came home and my grandma made me pancakes and I fell asleep in the chair and had a nightmare about creepers. xD


Reach For The Stratosphere,
Lyndsey.
xoxo

D:

idek

Here's To Your Perfect Weapon.

Idek why, but I've been listening to BOTDF A LOT lately.
&&Avenged Sevenfold.
o.o
RIPPED HER HEART OUT RIGHT BEFORE HER EYESSSS.
A Little Piece of Heaven by A7X♥
Now I'm listening to Perfect Weapon by BVB :3
Okay anyway.
I didn't go to school today because I had an allergic reaction&&sinus infection.
-.-
Fml.
xD.
OF COURSE. I GET A SINUS INFECTION RIGHT AFTER I PIERCE MY NOSE.
-__________________-"
Gawshhh.
But yeah. I like my nose piercing :3
Its quite delectable :33
Shiloh was telling me today not to hang out with the weird kids at Jackson High.
Well, I really like weird. So I think I will :]
Mwahaha.
OH YEAH.
I'm dying my hair dark blue or purple soon :}}
Its going to be mainly whatever colour I pick&&black.
Its quite hard to explain, but its gonna be so cool. o.o
&&I'm cutting my hair tonight.
Because its pissing me off. -.-
Hmph.
So like.
I really liked this kid in my History class.
But hes dating Chantel now. |:
Hmph. :/
It kind of made me sad. Because when me and her were like really good friends back in 5th&&6th grade, whatever guys I liked ALWAYS liked her.
:/
Anyway.
I've lost seven pounds. I am so happy.
Shiloh thinks I have an eating disorder because I never eat.
I'm just like never hungry anymore.
Like yesterday. I woke up at about 6:20 after staying up until 3:30 the night before, didn't eat anything. Went to school, didn't eat anything except a bite of Shane's breadstick at lunch. Came home, ate like a fourth of a half pound double cheeseburger and like ten fries, slept until eight, then didn't eat anything.
I haven't eaten anything today either.
I'm just...not hungry I guess.
I do NOT have an eating disorder.
Its not like I'm not letting myself eat.
Right...?
God...now this is worrying me. I don't need to develop an eating disorder.
That would be great. One more problem. -.-
I'm also finally getting into therapy soon.
With an actual psychiatrist, not some shitty counselor. -.-


Reach For The Stratosphere,
Lyndsey.
xoxo

100 Things About Lyndseyboo!(:

1) My full name is Lyndsey Elizabeth Kazcha McNitt.
2) I'm thirteen.
3) My lucky number is 47.
4) I write novels and fanfiction.
5) I've been hurt way too much.
6) I really dislike the colour beige o.o
7) I have four friends that I've never met in person that I talk to everyday. [Kellyy♥, Corey, Jon (aka Dezreki), and Allen.]
8) I've been rockin dat Myspace since I was 11 ;DD
9) I'm listening to "Only A Northern Song" by The Beatles right now. :D
10) I've loved punk rock music since 6th grade. [REAL punk, not that Good Charlotte bullshit.]
11) I have the biggest crush on Gwen Stefani. :}D
12) My natural hair colour is light blonde.
13) I'm five feet tall.
14) I really enjoy skinny jeans.
15) Nearly EVERYONE calls me Lyndz at one point.
16) I have 7 "brothers";: Justen, Darius, Carter, Josh, Jakobi, Michael, and Clayton♥
17) I've known several of my guy friends since kindergarten<3
18) I only truly HAAAAATTTTTEEE one person, Sam Willis. [Lmao]
19) I REALLY like classic Disney movies. My favourite are Alice In Wonderland, Sleeping Beauty, and Cinderella.
20) I'm in love with Otis B. Driftwood♥ [roflmao, google him.]
21) My eyes are blue.
22) The first song I ever learned on guitar was "Good Riddance" by Green Day♥
23) I've loved Green Day since I was eight years old.
24) My favourite colour is pink.
25) My favourite animals are hedgehogs, cats, zebras, dolphins, and octopi.
26) I've dyed my hair a total of nine times.
27) I'm dying my hair dark blue soon.
28) I only own one belt and its rainbow studs. ;D
29) I can't decide on a bridge piercing or a septum piercing.
30) I'm getting my belly button&&another piercing for my birthday.
31) My birthday is December 29th.
32) Any talk of 2012 scares the shit of me.
33) I used to be OBSESSED with losing my virginity. D:
34) I love Deathnote.
35) When I got my Monroe pierced, which lead to Angelbites, I didn't even really want it, I actually wanted Spiderbites.
36) I've only ever broken up with one person in person. I usually do it online or in a Myspace message. D:. xD.
37) I'm really uncomfortable with the way I look.
38) The movie Across the Universe makes me cry -.-
39) I really really really love Russia.
40) 1 CAN 5p33k 1337 And Y0U m07H3RfUX0r3r2 cA'n7 r0FLMA0jk
41) The first song I learned on piano was "Welcome to the Black Parade" by My Chemical Romance.
42) I get sinus infections all the time -.-"
43) I get really bad allergies when the seasons change >.<
44) I really do NOT like carbonated drinks, which is why the only pop I drink is Diet Pepsi or Faygo.
45) The song "I Wanna Hold Your Hand" by The Beatles makes me cry hysterically -.-
46) I get hit on a lot. :P
47) I've only ever met one person who was my exact type and everything, and I fucked that up, and now I never talk to them. >.<
48) My favourite Pokemon are Ponyta, Eve (Or is it Evie? I forget.), Squirtle, and Pikachu! :D
49) I like to dancee. ;D
50) I wrote all over my door with Sharpie about two weeks ago with Shilizzo.
51) I hate the bands Disturbed&&Linkin Park. xD.
52) I've been OBSESSED with horror movies since I was like 6, thanks to my grandmama♥♥, and it really scared my mum. xDDD.
53) I'm athletically retarded except for gymnastics and cheerleading. xDD.
54) I'm REALLY flexible. ;D. Lmao.
55) I'm ridiculously close to my grandparents.
56) My grandpa actually told me I'm his favourite. ;D
57) One of the most amazing moments of my life was at the Green Day song and everyone there was singing along "Hey Jude" with Billie Joe.
58) Billie's hair was blonde at the concert I went to, and it made me mad because I like him best with black hair. xD.
59) Idk why, but everyone likes to call me Lyndseyboo. xDD.
60) I've been using Teenspot since I was 10. xDDDD. My first screename was hot_blonde_cheerleader or something like that.
61) My current Teenspot username is PsychoxCucumber xD
62) I have THEEEE coolest posters in my room ;D
63) I ordered a Sid Vicious and Nancy Spungen poster off of AY&P and I never got it. -.- It was only $7 though. xDDD.
64) I really can NOT skateboard. D:
65) My first Green Day song was Boulevard of Broken Dreams♥
66) I was too lazy to do 100, I might later. xD.

Boom Boom Boom In My Hotel Room.

First Hour (History): We coloured our little things&&I wore Ryanbaby's hoodie. Hes so nice[:. And cute[:. >_>. <_<. >_________>. ANYWAY. My nose ring hurt. Really bad. &&Ryan and Darius told me they liked it, which made me happy. (I pierced my nose lol)

Second Hour (Algebra 1B): I FINALLY FIGURED OUT WHAT CLASS IM IN XDDD. We had to do a pre-test packet thing, and I was partners with Darius. I basically did the entire thing and he ranted about shit. xD. I then proceeded to fall asleep when I was done on top of Darius and like somehow use Ryan's hoodie as a pillow. o.o.

Third Hour (English): Iwassofuckingtired. -.-. ShaneLove walked me to class, I was happy. You know what I realized? Since I work fast, and Mr. McClelland gives us A LOT of time to work, its a pretty damn easy class. Mostly just listening to him rant&&be all funny like. xD. Hes my favourite teacher<3.

Lunch: I sat with Shane and Mariah. Shane was being funnyy[:<3. Mariah is like a really cool 7th grader O.O. xD.

Fourth Hour (Science): I DID THE MOST BEASTLY DRAWING EVERRRR FOR MY LAB RULES PAPER. OH MY GOD IT WAS SO AMAZING. IT WAS MY LITTLE ANIME EMO KIDS AND IT WAS SO EPIC OH MY GOOOOOD. xD. I ranted to Stephanie and Francesca about Codydouchebagdickface. -.-

Fifth Hour (Gym): -___________-. We're doing fitness testing, right? Well. I don't know anyone in my group, except Mohammad, Alexis Rogers, and Alexis Renkin. I don't talk to any of them, except Alexis Rogers, but only in choir. And we had to do these stupid shuttle run things. We have to run a mile tomorrow, I think me&&Jessica might skip class. xP.

Sixth Hour (Troubadors): -.-. Miss Mokolowaskijgouthgouhjoyhj pissed me the fuck off. I got fucking ten fucking stupid ass participation points taken away because I was to the point of crying so I REALLY was NOT in the mood to sing. At all. -.-. But then she kinda made up for it because this time the choir teacher of this year is actually using our ideas, unlike Mr. Burnette. She said she'll think about us doing Carol of the Bells to August Burns Red's musical rendition, which was mine&&Kaylynn's idea. &&SHE SAID WE COULD DO AT LEAST ONE NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS SONG AT THE CONCERT OMFGZ I WAS SO HAPPYZZ. After class me&&Lindsay walked down to the Teen Health Center so she could turn some papers in&&I took a Suicide and Depression paper thing because the girl on the front was really pretty. xD.

So then Jason picked me up&&we got Wendys, I got a half pound double cheeseburger because those things are the SHIIIIITTTT<333333333, and then in the car we were talking about suicide&&the people he knew that killed themselves. O.O. And then we came home and watched The Sopranos, which I love. O_O. I wish they didn't cancel it, it makes me sad. -.-. So then I fell asleep in the chair and slept until eight thirty, then got really pissed off.

Oh&&Lumpy looked SOOO pretty today, idgaf what the hell she says, she looked pretty. :33


Reach For The Stratosphere,
Lyndsey.

So Maybe, You're Gonna Be The One That Saves Me.

First Hour (History): I sat with Darius&&Ryan. Mr. Riedel FINALLY gave me my locker. And I have the combo memorized already (45-23-17 ;D) and it made me happy. I totallyyy think Ryan has a crush on me. xDD. He is cute. {: But hes one of my brother's. :}}

Second Hour (Algebra Geometry Thingie);: I sat with Darius, per usual. And I ranted to him about Erika. xDDD. He just nodded the entire time. Then we did this graph thing. WHICH I have to finish in a minute. o.o

Third Hour (English);: Mr. McClelland is by far my favourite teacher. Hes reallyy funny. He accused me and Darius of being madly in love and then asked me all these piercing questions. xD

Lunch;: I went around with Mariah asking 7th graders if they had STDs and told an entire table of them that I was going to chop them up and eat them in a casserole. xD. Shane wasn't there, so today was pretty boring.

Fourth Hour (Science);: Safety video. Soo boring. xP

Fifth Hour (Gym);: We did fitness testing and I did 41 sit ups in a minute. I felt so fucking badass. xDD. RAYLENE HAS THE NICEST BOOBS. Roflmaoo.

Sixth Hour (Troubadors);: We finallyyy have the parts down on onr of our songs. xPP

So then Jason picked me up&&I came home and ate chicken nuggets and took a shower and talked to Cody.


Reach For The Stratosphere,
Lyndsey.

Doing This Shit Again.

First Hour (History);: I sat with Darius. We watched shit about 9/11. I got all depressed. Kept thinking about Cody.

Second Hour (Algebra/Geometry Class Thing);: I sat with Darius, again. Was depressed the entire hour -.-

Third Hour (English);: We had an assembly for the fundraiser thingie.

Lunch;: I sat with...fuck...whats her name...some 7th grader that Shane knows&&I went up to these 7th graders and was ranting about how much I hated seventh grade.

Fourth Hour (Science);: Mrs. Allen seriously pissed me the fuck off. She keeps fucking changing the seats to match her fucking retarded Last Name to Seat Number system. I fucking hate her class and idgaf if I fucking fail it. I'm dropping out anyways when I turn 18. xP

Fifth Hour (Gym);: We got our lockers. Mine is by Raylene&&Jessica's. I'm not switching out anymore because I have it with;: Raylene, Jessica, Carrie, Shelly, Issac [this badass 7th grader me and Jessica are friends with xD], Nate, and a bunch of other people. Then after we got our lockers girls got to just sit around&&Raylene gave birth to her sweatshirtbaby, Aquafina.

Sixth Hour (Troubadors);: -.- People piss me off. Me&&Kaylynn came up with these amazingggg ideas for winter&&spring concert and its going to be amazing. >.>

So yeah. I fucking hate 8th grade. All of the fucking 7th graders are like little ass scene kids and it pisses me off to no fucking end. >.<. Kasey&&Issac are the only ones that DON'T piss me off. Like seriously man -.-


Reach For The Stratosphere,
Lyndsey.

Help.

I can't do this without you with me. I can't live like this anymore. I'm not happy. Sure, I look happy. But I'm not. I was so happy when I was with you. I just want that again.


Please.

Goals for Eighth Grade.

School tomorrow. -.-

1) Stay with Jay♥ the entire year. [Fucking failure. :/]

2) Get bridge or septum pierced.

3) Get belly button pierced.

4) Get gauges to 1".

5) Put 10 different colours in my hair.

6) Stay the same size or get smaller. [Smaller :P]

7) Get psychologically better.

8) Get out of PE. -____- [Staying in PE :}D]

9) Get 3000 Myspace friends.

10) Get along with mostly everyone.

11) Get a tattoo. [Yes, this is actually a possibility for me.]

12) Grow my hair out.

13) Finish writing five novels.

14) Finally finish reading the House of Night Series.

15) Read Anthoney Keidis' autobiography, "Scar Tissue".

16) Read Marilyn Manson's autobiography, "Long Hard Road Out of Hell".

17) Read all of Anne Rice's books.

18) Open up the back of my right Angelbite.

19) Get a hedgehog :3

20) Get two hedgehogs :33

21) Go with Jay♥ to finally see The Last Exorcism.

22) Watch Nightmare Before Christmas&&Edward Scissorhands with Jay♥ since hes never seen both. xD.

23) Be on 20 Sitemodeling Sites.

24) Start going to 789 regularly.

25) Do a Flyleaf cover on Youtube.

26) Watch Across the Universe with Alyssa.

27) Get in a fight&&beat someone's ass. xDD.

28) Make new friends.

29) Be nicer to Gerbick. xD.

30) Get a Sea of Treachery shirt.

31) Go to three big concerts.

32) Become more spontaneous.

33) Stop obsessing over things in the past.

34) Be genuinely happy.

35) Get an A+, A, or A- in every class on all of my report cards.

36) Do something amazing in English.

37) Stop collecting razors, box cutters, knives, etc.

38) Get paler o.o

&&I'll add more later.


Reach For The Stratosphere,
Lyndsey.

15 Albums That Changed Your Life.

Me&&Jason were talking about this.
Here are mine;:

American Idiot - Green Day

Nevermind the Bollocks - Sex Pistols

Either/Or - Elliott Smith

Golden Age of Grotesque - Marilyn Manson

Nimrod - Green Day

Kerplunk! - Green Day

Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge - My Chemical Romance

Suicide Season - Bring Me The Horizon

Nevermind - Nirvana

If Only You Were Lonely - Hawthorne Heights

The Silence In Black and White - Hawthorne Heights

Rocket to Russia - Ramones

Antichrist Superstar - Marilyn Manson

The Famemonster - Lady Gaga

Sawngz. [I totally jocked this from Lyssie]

Mmkay. Songs that mean something to me. Lets go.

I Wanna Hold Your Hand - The Beatles

Heels Over Head - Boys Like Girls

Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Green Day

Jesus of Suburbia - Green Day

Tonight - FM Static

Cleaning Out My Closet - Eminem

Wonderwall - Oasis

Straight to Video - Mindless Self Indulgence

Tainted Love - Marilyn Manson

Minority - Green Day

Redundant - Green Day

Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds - The Beatles

Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green Day

Speed Trials - Elliott Smith

Pretty Vacant - The Sex Pistols

My Cat - Jack Off Jill

I Miss You - blink-182

Chelsea Smile - Bring Me The Horizon

Alerion - Asking Alexandria

Not Good Enough For Truth In Cliche - Escape the Fate

No One Knows - Green Day

&&yeah theres more. I'm bored. :P


Reach For The Stratosphere,
Lyndsey.

x]

So today I got clothes.
-Black skinny jeans
-Grey skinny jeans
-Denim skinny jeans
-Black sweater
-White hoodie
-Grey hoodie
-Moccasins
-Black suede boots
-Black Veil Brides shirt
-Beanie

&&Then I'm going again tomorrow.
Exciting.

So, Jay's phone is a whore. Or its mine. o.o
Idk.
But like, I'm not getting his texts.
So, I tried IMing him on AIM because it said he was online on his phone.
And he didn't reply. :|
Hmph. I might call him later.
Hes with his best friend though.
BUT!
I get to see him tomorrow[:
I have no idea what to wear.
But I do know I will be wearing these moccasins.
They are very comfortable.
They're really cute too.
They're like...tan with this brown suede bow thingie on them and brown stitching.
I was going to get this purple&&black flannel shirt but my mummy♥ told me I wouldn't be able to wear it right away.

OH MY GOD FML.

Okay so.

When I got my original 8th grade schedule, I was on 8-3. -.-"
And it was like this;:

History
Algebra 1
Science
English
PE [ew]
Trubadours

So I was like "no. -.-" because of 8-3 because Mackenzie is on that team.

SO!

My mum called the school&&tried switching me to 8-1, well, there was a waiting list so I'd have to be on 8-3 for a month, then I'd be on 8-1.

She knew I'd hate that.

So, I'm on 8-2. Except for the first three days, I'll be on 8-3. -________-

Grr.

BUT I DID MAKE TRUBADOURS!! ;DDD

Which makes me happy.

Since I was supposed to be in it for 7th grade anyways. -_______________-

Jay gets his license soon.

He has his car and everything, he just has to get the money for his license.

&&I think hes getting it soon.

Which means seeing my baby♥ more(:

It sucks he lives a half an hour away. :|

Like majorly.

:/

It will all work out.



Reach For The Stratosphere,
Lyndsey.

...

I miss you.
I miss calling you my big brother.
I miss being able to tell you everything.
I miss your fail attempts of hooking me up with your friends.
I miss listening to you practice your screaming on the phone.
I miss you arguing with me for two hours over Greeley Estates.


I'm sorry I fucked up.
I'm sorry I betrayed you.
I'm sorry I lied.
I'm so sorry.
I just want it back.
You being in my phone as BigBruder! and me being in your phone as LilSista!.
You giving me piggy back rides at Nixon.
I miss you, brother.
I miss you so much.

The Innocent Can Never Last.

WAKEEE ME UPPPPP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDSS.
So.
Me&&Jaycookie♥ decided on a song.

Tonight by FM Static[x

I love him so much(:

Oh, if you couldn't tell, we're back together. Lololololololol(:

Tomorrow night we might go see The Last Exorcism, but we're going to the fireworks for suree on Saturday[x

:/ I'm sad though...

He lives half an hour away...

And I won't get to see him as much as I got to see Matt...

But, we're going to make it work.

Him&&I have developed a system, and I need to talk to my mum about it.

I'm sure she'll agree.

Maybe. >_______>

She'll need to meet him first.

ANYWAY.

:D

Enough about my baby.

I GO SCHOOL CLOTHES SHOPPING TOMORROW AND SATURDAY! :}DDDD

PAAAANNNTTTTSSS.

(:

I is happeh. :]

&&I'm getting my extensions soon.

(:

My hair is gonna be looooong.

Which excites me.

So. I got really sad when I was with Shiloh today.

I started thinking about gymnastics.

And...I miss it a lot.

It was my PASSION.

And knowing I can't go back?

Sucks.

Ugh my eyes are watering up.

I'm gonna go now.



Reach For The Stratosphere,
Lyndsey.