I Want To Watch You Squeal Like a Fucking Pig.

So like me and like the loveofmyfuckinglife might get back together.
(:.
Iz so happy. :]
Today was alright. I thought I lost my history folder this morning and I was freaking out about it and guess what? It was in my locker. xD.
In Algebra ohmygodlololol me and Kammie were lmao'ing about nastypreppyfakebitcheswhocannotworkuggs.
And then in third hour me and Mr. McClelland have a new inside joke. :D
OH MY GOD AT LUNCH. XD.
SHANE LOOKS SO AWFUL.
HIS HAIR LOOKS LIKE A REESES-PEANUT-BUTTER-CUP-DIARRHEA-EXPLOSION!
AND HIS SNAKEBITES ARE TOO CLOSE TOGETHER XD

AND HERE'S THE BEST PART, LADIES AND GERMS!



He shaved off his eyebrows.


L.
M.
A.
FUCKING.
TRIPLE.
OH.

Why did you do this to me?

lolololololol

I LOVE how you're like repeatedly calling me fat.

Its so lulzy.

kissme.

That last kiss in the rain.

Your hair looked almost pure green in the neon lights.

All black.

You kissed me.

And that is when I fell for you.



Again.

POOKSHA POOKSHA KAPOWKAPOW BOOMBOOM PENIS.

Idek, I am soo hyperrrr.
I haz to pee! D:

SO.

I haven't been blogging in forevaaaarrrr because I had my computer taken away x.x
I HUNG OUT WITH KYLE FOR THREE DAYS O.O
It was soo insanee.
AND CREEPY COCAINE ADDIKTZ WANT MY PUSSAYE.

Kyle Alexander♥:

You mean so much to me.

I know you say that everyone eventually moves away and stops talking to you, and that it will soon be true with me too, but it won't be. I swear on my life and everything in me, you will always always always have a special part in my heart. Its something weird about you, but it makes me so goddamn attracted to you, it makes me want to have at least something to do with you. I think its the way you don't give two flying fucks about what others are going to say about you, or how you are such a caring person or your sensitivity.

You've been through hell and back, both of us know this. But it has made you such a beautiful person, inside and out. Its really weird. Like...at one second, I think I know everything about you. But the next thing you say, its something I never knew about you. The only conclusion I can come to, is that you're a book that never ends. But I never wanna stop reading that book. Ever.

I want to say how sorry I am for doing what I did to you. I am so sorry. Everyday, I'm disgusted with myself for what I did, when I already knew that you had been lied to, and that it killed you inside. And every time you bring it up, my heart breaks, knowing that when you refer to those two specific girls as "lying bitches" who you "don't want anything to fucking do with", I should be included with them, but I'm not.

Why not? I have no idea, but that's your choice.

When it comes down to it, Kyle you mean the world and a little more to me. You're the only person I would genuinely sob over when you say you won't be around this summer because you'll be in California. I worry about you so much, and I really wish you wouldn't do the things you do, but you seem to be doing fine, so I trust you.

Yesterday, it was the first time I had seen you in four months. Yesterday, when I saw you walk into Hot Topic, it was the happiest I had been since. I'm crying while I write this, and I don't know why, but I can't stop.

I love you to pieces. The simple thought of you being hurt makes me want to die. I am so sorry. I am so, so, so sorry. I don't know why you still talk to me, but you do.

You are the only person in this world who would look at me in the middle of Toys R Us with a panda hat and gloves on and say, "Do you like beastiality?"

You are the only person in this world who would call a spider Pete Wentz and yell at it and say, "YOU RUINED FALL OUT BOY, YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE BIGGER THAN THE BAND!"

You are the only person in this world who would damn me for being too young.

I love you, please don't do something stupid.

Kellyybabyy♥:

It sucks that you live in New Jersey. It really does. I've been talking to you for like...almost two years now, and thinking about that makes me think about how much the both of us have grown up sososososo much.

Typically, someone I have only ever spoken to over AIM or MSN don't usually become my best friends. But you did. Because we have soo much in common, its insane. We'll sit there and have the most ridiculous conversations about Billie Joe/Adrienne/Tre threesomes and Matt Sanders. xD. You've honestly given me some advice I will always live by, like "Life's a bitch. If it was easy it would be a slut.", and all this other stuff you have told me. You are far too mature for your age of 17 sometimes, and you're an AMAZING writer. Like omgz. :3

I love you<3

Jessica♥:

YOU MAKE GYM CLASS SOOSOSOSOSO AMAZING. XD.

You are seriously so fucking epic. xD. Like, one of the coolest people I know. We have had possibly the greatest times together with Zach Allard, Geoffrey, and in gym class messing with the slow kids.

I worry about you sometimes, but only because I love you to bits.

I'm seriously half awake and I have no idea what else to put other than:

TRACTORS ARE FUN.

ilysfm<3

Lumpy♥:

(I forgot your middle name. I feel shitty. xD.)

I haven't been close to you that long, but I love you sososo much. I know that we go through a lot of drama together, especially lately, but in the end, we have a great friendship, and I wouldn't ask for anything different.

I have some of the best memories with you of writing emo-boy slashes, pretending to be ballerinas, having drysex on the side of the road at 789, COREY TAYLOR WANTS YOU WITH HIS NEEDLES!!! XDDDROFL, me being pregnant with a white rapper's baby, being yelled at for playing on toys, and so much more.

I just hope you won't do the things I did, I really do. I don't think its just the fact you're younger than me that makes me kinda protective of you, I think its because of how close I got to you in such a short period of time.

Weird shit man...weird shit.

Iloveyoulumps<3

Alyssa Maureen♥:

I really do not think I spelled your middle name right. Soz. xD.

You are so amazing. You constantly listen to me rag about my problems, and you've gone through my horrendously ugly mood swings with me, and you have helped me through a lot. I know our friendship has been through a loooooooot of shit, but I know in the end, we'll always make it through.

I can talk to you about anything, and I know we always end up making some retarded insider about it on MSN ten minutes later. You are a beautiful girl, inside and out.

I know you don't believe it sometimes, but I luff you girl♥.

Justen James♥:

This kid is my bittle brother. We've had each other since we were in Pull-Ups. :D. I've seen him go from a little blonde kid with dreams of being a rockstar, to a tall ass dark haired strong man with the future of becoming a rockstar.

I love you to bits, JJBoo.

I hope you never forget that.

You're one of the few friends I have that will never leave me, and I know you never will. Even when you're living in Ocean City and I'll be in Ann Arbor, you'll still be the brother I'll call on when I need your amazingly wise advice that far surpasses your age and your strange humor I look back on when I need a smile and you're not there.

I could never ask for a better brother. I am one of the luckiest girls in the world.

Now you go out there and make my Twinneh happy. (:

"The kitty has no green card, and has a sexual content background through rape." - JJBoo<3

xD Don't ask.

Iloveyoubro.

Cassaundra Marie♥:

You are the strongest person I have ever met, and I am thoroughly convinced you will always remain the strongest person I know.

You are such a caring person, it amazes me how much love you have fit into that heart of yours. You will always be one of my best friends, Cassie. ALWAYS. Especially in our Emo Addict House with Dr. Bobby and we have to sleep in the bed full of cocaine, tampons and...was it razorblades? xD. I don't remember. With our snea sakes and emo beach balls and creepy guys showing us their butts on Chat Roulette.

I will never forget you.

Even if its your 30-something birthday and we hadn't talked in years (which I doubt will happen), I'll call you to say happy birthday.

You have helped me with so much within the past year I've been close to you. I would have never made it through the fucking bullshit that was my 7th grade year without you.

I lovith you, and I wish you and Dr. Bobby the best :D<3

Lindsay Alissa♥:

You have been my best friend, through and through, since the fourth grade. I definitely wouldn't of been able to make it through the past four years without you. I know some people don't like you, but its just because they don't know you as well as I do.

Behind everything else, you are a sweet, fun, and caring young girl. And it worries me everyday, I am so terrified you will make the same terrible and horrible mistakes I made. It really does. You have so much potential, and I hope you use it. I really hope you do.

I don't know how to fit our AMAZING friendship into this small entry,

But I love you, Alejandro.

I will always be your Fernando<3

(And Raylene is Luergo<3)

&+...I'll never forget that day in Florida, we promised to be best friends.

.Forever.

Coming Undone_

So, I fucking hate Myspace its fucking doopid. -.-
I'm beginning to hate the Internet.
The only websites I get on are:
Facebook (to stalk o.o)
Mibba (to write :3)
Vampirefreaks (to sitemodel)
4chan/420chan (to troll)
Teenspot (inb4)
Blogspot (to stalk o.o")

So.
Yeah.
xD.
Oh, I hung out with Kyle today and yesterday. We saw a band play tonight, they were called Finding Eden. They played an acoustic set and they were pretty good. He was worrying me though. |:. I'm chillin' with him tomorrow morning before the party too. Gonna be shweeeeeet. :D

Hmph, I missed Kyle. Hes participating in No Shave November and he looks ridiculous. -.-. xDD. I have to stay up all night, so I can go to the Crossing at 9.

NINE IN THE MORNING.

D:.

I think hes sleeping. But I will NOT get my ass up before 8 oh fuck no. xD.

Kyle looked pimp today, he had a panda hat on.
:3

._.

Me and Cameron are overr. xDD.
&+I just told Tyler Rosier how far I've gone, he didn't reply, and I feel like a whore.

Bane♥

This is my Banebear.
Just so Cassie can quit accusing him of being Arab.

Dear Shiloh;
Honestly? You have changed *SO* much, I don't really care if we're friends ever again. I miss the Shiloh who used to wear weird ass outfits and beat me with spoons and do all this crazy shirt with me. Now? You constantly think of what people think of you, and getting in "trouble". And no, I didn't ever fuck you over. I did what I thought was right, by not lying to one of my best friend's face. Obviously you think I'm a bad person or some shit like that, just because I'm not as sheltered as you were. Just please stop talking shit about me and my best friends.


Regards,
Lyndsey.

♥♥♥

Dear Bane,
I am now a /b/fag.
Thanks.
xD