Summer/End of School Year Goals.

[x] - Focus on Matt&&I's relationship(:<33

[x] - Start dying my own hair. :}D

[ ] - Hang out with Selena&&Danielle like old timesss.

[x] - Get happy.

[ ] - Dance around naked. ;D

[ ] - Get down to a size 00. (I'm a 3/5. xP}

[ ] - Get my Venoms pierced. : )

[ ] - Have sex with Billie Joe Armstrong.

[ ] - Get 3,000 Myspace Friends

[ ] - Get a tripod for my camera. >_<

[ ] - Become fluent in Russian.

[ ] - Make myself beautiful.

[ ] - Get Myspace/Youtube famous. xP.

[ ] - Get my gauges to a 1/2 inch. (I have a 2g right now.}

[ ] - Get my Septum pierced.

[x] - Get my Angelbites pierced.

[x] - Find someone to really be in love with.

[ ] - Throw marshmallows at Ozzy's house with Lyssie(:<3

[ ] - Wear all black&&throw powdered donuts at each other with ShilohBby<33.

[ ] - Hang out with Ashley&&Krystal

[x] - Hang out with Matt

[ ] - Save money. $_$

[ ] - Convince my mum to let me get my bird tattoo.

[ ] - Hang out with Lindsay more outside of school&&stuff(:<3

[ ] - GET 10 PAIRS OF PANTS THAT FIT ME >_<

[ ] - Hang out with JayCookie! =DDD

[ ] - Beat someone's ass. Or at least get in a fight. xD.

[ ] - Cuss out Autumn with Benasia. >=)

[ ] - HOPEFULLY GO TO LOS ANGELES?!?! :]]]

[ ] - Get my belly button pierced

[ ] - Get a Metallica shirt >=)

[ ] - Grow my hair out to being longgg again. I miss my long "scene girl" hair. x[

[x] - Get rid of this nasty infection in my right angelbite. xP

[ ] - Get tunnels for my gauges so I'm not stuck with these Batman ones. >_<

[x] - Hang out with Lexie. :}D

[ ] - Visit my father's grave, if I can ever find out where the hell it is. >_<

[ ] - Go back to gymnastics?! :]

[ ] - Get my Rook, Daith, Snug&&Conch pierced...at once(:

[ ] - Finally get a Misfits poster.

[x] - Have a better relationship with my mummy.

[ ] - Go on the Millennium Force again at Cedar Point. >=|

I'll add more later.

I'm at school(:

Bahahahaha. I'm in choir right now. And we have a sub. So I am on the iMacs in the Electronic Music room. And I used a site to block the IP address so the school's block thingie can't block it(:
Alyssa is soo zoned into Blogspot right now. Lmao.
Hmm...
I wanna get on Myspacee.
Love you.
Kbai.

Love&&Stitches,
Lyndsey.

You're a Stupid Dick and I Hate You, One More Thing...

I miss you.
I miss the old you.
Not this kid who is concerned about getting as many girls as he possible can.
Not this kid who consumes his time smoking pot, skateboarding, and playing videogames.
Not this kid who is constantly changing his image.
Not this kid who denies his past.
Not this kid who doesn't care anymore.

I miss the kid who stayed up late.
I miss the kid who thought pot was stupid.
I miss the kid who wouldn't go to the mall just because his hair was being stupid.
I miss the kid who actually did tell me what was wrong.
I miss the kid who didn't think everything outside of grindcore was "bad music".
I miss the kid who was determined to be the next Oli Sykes.
I miss the kid who spelled his name with an extra two letters that didn't make sense.
I miss the kid who thought he was a shark.

Sure, I have a boyfriend.
Sure, you have a girlfriend.
But honey, you know we weren't supposed to be like this.

Love&&Stitches,
Lyndsey.

-______________-

Guess what jolly experience I got to go through for the 3rd time (Probably more but I don't feel like counting] last night?
Being broken up with.
Yep.
Apparently Thomas still has "feelings" for Ashley.
You know what?
FML.

Love&&Stitches,
Lyndsey

Hair. Gauges. Summer. Tommy.

Hair;:
So my hair was black with oncepinknowsalmon on the bottom&&nasty yellow/brown highlights in my framing&&gross strawberry blonde roots coming in. NOT. ANYMOREEE!! =DDD. My amazing grandmama<3 bought me black hair dye that is called Black Stiletto and it is by Herbal Essences so now my hair is all black and I am happyy(:. I just need my layers cut because they're starting to all grow in together. D;

Gauges;:
Okay so. I gauged my ears to a 12g in the winter, then a 4g about a week ago, yesterday, I bought 2g BATMAN [!!!} plugs&&it fucking hurt. The plugs do NOT come with the tapers and I only had $20 dollars, the plugs were $22 but the amazing piercing stand guy gave them to me for $20, so I couldn't buy 2g tapers, so Shiloh had to shove the plugs in in the bathroom and it was gross&&painful&&apparently she is scarred for life. It bled all over, I cried, and a chunk of ear matter came out and it was nasty. It was like my ear was on its period. D;

Summer;:
WE ONLY HAVE NINETEEN DAYS LEFT OF SCHOOL! ;D. 23 days until summer, counting weekends. I am so fucking excited. Like you don't even know. This means no more people I hate, no more school work, no more bitchy teachers, less anxiety and panic attacks, no more getting up early, no more drama, just...PURE BLISS! =D. Looking back on the summer of 2009, even though that summer was AH-MAZ-INGGG, the 2010 summer is just going to be even better. Wanna know why? Well. I have amazing hair this time, a camera, a cell phone, even MORE amazing friends, more freedom from my obsessive and insane mother, more amazing clothes, I'm thirteen (which is hell of a lot better than being 12. xD}, better music taste, a sexxii boyfriend, just...summer is going to be perfect.

Tommy;:
Our one month is in nine daysss! =DD. This makes me happy(:. I haven't been in a relationship for a month since like...the fall. xP. He has to take summer school, which sucks ass, but it will all be iight.

So yeah. ;D

Love&&Stitches,
Lyndsey.

Maaaannnn.

Everyone is fighting at the moment.
Like everyone. xP.
It sucks man.
I hate seeing people argue. :/
It makes me sad...:/

Love&&Stitches,
Lyndsey.

You Deserve Nothing&&I Hope You Get Less.

^^^^
Blessthefall<33333333

Anywayy.

So this blog is going to be like...bleckargiath [bleck-AR-jee-eh-TH] thoughts.

1) I am in a mighty fine predicament [REPO!: The Genetic Opera Quote!<33}. Okay so. I have my Monroe pierced, right? Well. I want Angelbites. And a Septum. So I'm in a predicament. I'm only allowing myself to do one piercing at once and I have no idea which. I have the jewelry for a Septum, but Imma pussy and it looks like it would hurt. &&For Angelbites, I'm worried they wont look right on me. D;

2) Hair. Hair hair hair. So. I have black hair right now with nasty strawberry blonde roots growing in and pink that has turned salmon on the bottom. So my grandmama<3 said she could buy me a roots kit and something to do with the bottom. I was thinking about dying it just all black and then when I get my hair cut have Michael<3 put in a splash of white blonde in the front/top. OR. I could like...do something else. Idk. Lololol.

3) MY FUCKING NAILS. Okay so. I've been using the same black nail polish foreverr, right? Well it used to last a longgg time. &&Keep in mind, I've been using the same BRAND forever, not the same bottle. xP. And now its less chip resistant and I can't find a good nail polish and now my nails are all long and chipped and yucky. xP.

4) PANTS. Yes. I am still having the PantsProblem. I've lost some weight since the beginning of the year and I only have four, YES FOUR, pairs of pants that fit me. Black legging pants that look like jeans but they aren't, black skinnies, grey skinnies, and brown skinnies. xP. I need some damn pants.

5) Scar removal. xP. So I have some really narstay scars&&part of me wants to begin removing them but another part of me doesn't. Because I feel like that's disrespecting my past and my past made me who I am, no?

So yeah. ;D

Love&&Stitches,
Lyndsey.

Thursday, May 13th, 2010.

Before School;: OKAY SO! MY HAIR LOOKED GOOOOOOOOOD. Then I step outside. -_-. Wtfuck is up with all the rain?! Likk srsly!! <--Lololol @ funkay typing. :]. But seriously. It was POURING, THUNDERING, and LIGHTNING at 7:20 AM this morning, NOW IT IS BRIGHT OUT AND THE FUCKING BIRDS ARE CHIRPING! >_<

First Hour;: We watched Radio. A movie about a retarded kid and football. 'Nuff said. Football<333.

Second Hour;: We did that fucking 5t00p1d county wide assessment. Then we got on da Intranet! ;D. &&I looked up how to do septum piercings. xP

Third Hour;: I love Benasia<33.

Fourth Hour;: Study packet. JJBoo made me happy(:<33333

Lunch;: I sat with Lindsay. Pubes!(:

Fifth Hour;: Was boring. I seriously wanted to gtfo there.

Sixth hour;: POPS! <33333333333

So yeah. xP.

Love&&Stitches,
Lyndsey.

Tommy♥

Where do I begin?
You and I have not been together very long, only since the night of April 25th, 2010.

But we've been talking for quite a long time.

You're so sweet and nice(:

You're one of the few boys I've met who aren't all "omgz babeeee lets have fucky! :D".

Which I am so happy for. xD.

You are genuinely and honestly the greatest boy I have, possibly ever will, meet.

Even though you want your tongue tattooed and that you think "Iam" is a word,

You're still pretty amazing.

I hope we stay together a long, long, LONG, time.

And idgaf if you're turning sixteen this June.

Its not that big of a deal. At. All.

You make me crazy happy, Thomas. You really do.

You put a smile on my face a dozen times everyday.

I could honestly, truly, positively, see myself falling in love with you, honey.

I really could.



(:<33333333333333333333333

Sincerely,
LyndseyBaby(:

One Last Kiss Goodbye.

Kso.
I'm obsessed with this song by Alesana.
Called "Early Mourning".
Y'all should check it out. =DD

Life lately, has been, good? I guess.

First of all, I has boyfriend who is amazing<3333.

My roots are not growing in as bad as before.

;DD.

Jason gave me an Orgy CD, a Slipknot CD, and a Jane's Addiction CD.

I'm dying my hair soon. =DD.

I'm getting to go to the Lugnuts game instead of sitting in class.

Shes really not getting to me as much anymore.

But the other she is. >_<.

I have a new friend. His name is Jay.


Why Life Sucks;:

I keep replaying things in my head that are bad.

Cody and I are talking on a daily basis.

Charles won't leave me the fuck alone >_<.

Megan and I got in a fight today. x[.

Shiloh is being strangely distant.

Samuel and I stopped talking. Which could be for the best, idk.

I'm getting depressed more often seeing as the school year is coming to an end.

Him and her.

My lip is definitely infected.

So yeah.
FML?
Yesh.

Love&&Stitches,
Lyndsey.

TOMMY! :]]]

So I has boyfriend. :].

His name is Thomas Michael De Mars.

He is fifteen. [Don't hate.}

He is so sweet(:.

Hes a drummer in a band called Distance2Darkness(:.

Hes kinda shy(:.

Hes funny(:.

He apparently takes 50 spiders each morning, puts them in a blender, and eats them for breakfast(:.

Hes a cutieee(:

Hes tall(:

Yeah(:

Love&&Stitches,
Lyndsey.

Attention Whores. (:

So people at Parkside enjoy cutting themselves for attention! =DD

It pisses me the FUCK off!

;DD

I hate peopleee. (:

Love&&Stitches,
Lyndsey.