Happy Halloween.

October 31st.
Yes, today is Halloween.
Halloween's origin has its roots in the Roman feast of Pomona, the goddess of fruits and seeds and harvesting, the festival of the dead Parentalia, but is more linked to Samhain, a Celtic festival.
The ancient Celts believed the border between this world and the Underworld or Otherworld became thin on Samhain, allowing all kinds of spirits to pass through.
Halloween is my favourite holiday.
I've loved it since I was little.
I usually like things on the darker or strange side. You know, horror films and such.
I hate some of the things that time has done to it.
Don't get me wrong, I love the majority of it. But some small things I don't.
The "sexy" costumes the most though. Gah! I hate them.
A year ago my opinion would have been VERY different, but seeing as I've kind of broadened my horizons past the E! Network and Paris Hilton and Lindsay Lohan and Britney Spears.
Anyway.
I'm going to be a Punk Rock Zombie ;D.
Happy Halloween.
From The Mind Of,
Lyndsey.

Hello :]

FIRST OF ALL; MY BIRTHDAY IS IN EXACTLY TWO MONTHS! :]]
Just sayin'. :]
Anyway, today was alright. Cassie wasn't there today. D:. I was sad. Mackenzie & Lindsay's drama annoyed me today. >.<. I regret telling myself last night I miss drama. Well, I don't miss being involved, I miss watching it. Its interesting.
Anyway. Halloween is Saturdayyy. :].
I'm going to be a punk rock zombie >_>.
Woah.
I just realized something.
I talk to one of my ex-boyfriends. A lot.
xDDD.
Like, everyday on AIM.
Odd...
Hmm...
I want the new AFI album so fucking bad.
Tomorrow I'm getting my hair cut and some new clothes so MAYBE I could convince my mom to buy me "Crash Love". I love love love the new single "Medicate" from AFI.
WHAT THE HELL DID DAVEY DO TO HIS HAIR?!
Okay, if you watch the "Love Like Winter" music video from their album "Decemberunderground" which I believe was the one before "Crash Love" and Davey's hair looked amazing. But now he looks like Elvis with blonde highlights. xD.
I'm listening to A Perfect Circle.
Shes turning me blue, such a lovely color for youuuu.
<3.
Marissa had me listen to it.
Well....
Yeah.
Just another ramble blog.
Kbaii.
From The Mind Of,
Lyndsey.

NEW BLOG ;D

Okay, well, I write a lot of poetry and songs and short stories and such, so, I decided to make another blog on this username [LyndseyScaresWorld] dedicated to my creations.
It will be called "De L'esprit Belle" which in French means "From The Beautiful Mind".
I'll post poetry, songs, short stories, and maybe a series. I don't know.
As soon as I get a digital camera I'll take pictures of the Anime and Manga I draw.
[I use my friend's cameras for my current pictures. xD]
Kbaii.
http://fromthebeautifulmind.blogspot.com/
From The Mind Of,
Lyndsey.

>.<

So, theres this kid I've been in love with for about 7 months now.
And he used to be in love with me, for three months he was actually.
But then he told me he didn't love me anymore.
I cannot get over him.
Its crazy.
Hes in love with this other girl...
And he told me I was his "little sister"...
But today he took me out of his tops.
So I'm sad now....
I was fourth.
But now it goes;
His girlfriend, ICP, his friend, and his other friend. [He has a Top 4]
I really care about him...
And hes changed a lot since I first started talking to him...
I miss the old him.
From The Mind Of,
Lyndsey.

Heroes?

As you all should know, I have a few close friends. They mean the world to me and I would like to tell you about them.

Shiloh Madison - I love this girl more than words can compare. She used to hate me with a passion but she added me on Myspace and we got to talking and became friends. I first started hanging out with her back in June of 2009 and she became the safety pin to my plaid fabric. I respect her more than anything because through out what people say about her she holds her head high and tries her hardest to be there for everyone. I will never forget the crazy and hilarious times I have had with my ShilohBby. TENTACLES! <3

Cassaundra Marie - This girl is so special. I've only known her since the beginning of Summer '09 but quite honestly shes one of the few of my friends who has never previously hated me. And I love her for that. She is such a strong girl and it breaks my heart to know that she has been hurt by people. She has shown me what a truly strong and empowered person is and I will treasure the memories I made with her. <3

Alyssa Maureen - Alyssa, Alyssa. Well, didn't I used to hate her? Yeah. And didn't she used to hate me? Yeah! How strange! xDD. Well, she is such an interesting person. She does have quite the sharp and switchblade personality and sometimes spontaeneous but I feel like the past I had with her doesn't matter and all that matters is the friendship we have now and I absolutely love her to death. Oh, one last thing...BABY CARROT! <3

Jemia Netasha - Jemia is so amazing. She has been my "sista" since 6th grade. I have known her since 3rd but in 6th we got so amazingly close. This girl means the world to me and I do not think I could ever compare to her. She puts the brightest smile on my face and she will do the goofiest things with me, such as write our rendition of Britney Spears' "If You Seek Amy" to "If You Seek Austin" in Math Class when we're supposed to be multiplying fractions with uncommon denominators in 6th grade. xD. <3

Austin William - I love this kid. I've known him since April of 2009 and he's put me through some hardships and worries me sometimes, but I thank him for the most amazing memories he's given me and the insight I now have. He is definetely a strange and interesting child but I am so happy he's given me the exciting life I now have. Hes my brother, hes my AustinCat...and no one else's. <3

Lindsay Alissa - Sometimes when we argue we seem like two bickering sisters, but thats how we've always been. You're my Twinneh and you have shown me so much in this world. I will admit, sometimes you piss me off anger me but I have to learn to accept that we ARE different in many ways. <3

Samuel Thomas - I've only known you since September of 2009 but you have interested me since. You're a very...peculiar person who can sometimes be hilariously cocky. Like that ime in Wendys and the firetruck drove by...Oh God. xD. <3

Shannon - Okay, big deal, I forgot your middle name. xD. You're so sweet and so intelligent and caring but sometimes your decisions terrify me. I really hope you find yourself in this big ocean of lies. <3

Justen Matthew - No I did not put my boyfriend first. I'm sorry but...I don't put my boyfriends before my friends. Anyway, on with Justen, you're amazing. You make me smile, you make me feel like I'm actually worth something, and as thought all of these scars and nightmares melted away. <333

Nicole Leann - Okay, so you're one of my closest friends, but yet I have never met you. xD. You live in Ohio, and I met you through Lindsay. But you are so hilarious sometimes. I cherish the conversations we have on MSN and I will always be there to be your "relationship person". xD. <3

Meghan - At the moment I do not know your middle name. xD. But I met you through Shiloh this summer and at first I thought you didn't like me but now I know you do. xD. You're such a cool person I am very happy I met you and you're so intelligent and wise...sometimes it scares me. <3

Danielle - Don't know your middle name either. xD. But this year I met you in Choir and you added me and I realized what a cool person you are. You're uber fun to chill with and you're extremely helpful when I need help with the i-Macs in Choir. xD. <3

Carolyn Elizabeth - I don't care if I haven't met you in person, you are so amazing. I met you on Quizilla when you read my "Broken Billie Joe" Green Day fanfiction series and then you added me and I thought you were really cool. Especially since during our first conversation I was eating that orgasmic French Toast. xD. <3

Emily Marie Antoinette - Emily! Okay, well, I met you on Myspace too! :]. I forget why you added me. *racks brain* OH! Because I was dating Cody. Yes...I believe so. Anyway, you're so odd sometimes but ai luhh youh. You brighten up my day with your dancing pig, which I look forward to. <3

Audrey - NO I DON'T KNOW YOUR MIDDLE NAME EITHER. xD. Okay, well, I just met you this year, correct? But you are one of the coolest people I know. Especially in Wendys when you're laughing at me when I have ketchup on my elbow. >_>. xD. <3

Krystal - I met you this summer in the middle of the mall when your aunt or best friend's mom or whatever came in and took you and said she was gonna arrest Michelle. xD. You and me have talked 9874972987th times on IM and you are so amazing. <3

Just a little insight into my crazy friends.
From The Mind Of,
Lyndsey.

Get Out of My Trash Can Cassie!

Hmm. My trash can? Inside joke with Cassie, Danielle, and Meghan. xD.
I like Mashed Potatoes.
I have for like, ever.
They're good with melted cheese.
Mmm.
Green Day is playing.
Doo doo doo doo doo da da.
Yeah. =(^.^)=. HELLO FUCKING KITTY.
:].
My shaddoowwsss only one that walks beside meeee.
I like that song.
Cassie is like....
dancing?
Sure.
Shes dancing.
LIKE A MACARENA.
Wait.
The Macarena is a dance.
Gurr.
juvfhuioerhg.
I love youuuuu Sannntaaaa.
You're so tasty.
I think my friend Austin tastes like chocolate ice cream.
Which makes no sense.
Because hes...a cracker.
Yes.
A CRAZY WHITE KID.
:].
Hmm...
I'm off to go lick him now.
Good day sir.
From The Mind Of,
Lyndsey.

Biography.

I was born on December 29th in the dead of winter.
My name is Lyndsey Elizabeth McNitt. I live in Mid-Michigan and people say I look exactly like my mother.
I don't believe them.
My dad isn't around. I don't like talking about it. He was a sick person of the mind. He had schizophrenia and suicidal thoughts.
My mother's name is Jennie Kate McNitt and is 37. She works at Dart Container as a Human Resources Manager. She had me when she was 25.
When I graduate from college there are two courses I have thought of.
Option #1: Go to University of Michigan and major in Cinema and/or Drama and become an Actress for Horror and Indie movies.
Option #2: Go to University of Michigan and major in Psychology and become a Psychiatrist specializing in Self-Harm and Eating Disorders.
Horror Movies are my passion. I have loved them as long as I can remember. My all time favorite would have to be "House of 1000 Corpses" or "Carrie".
The human mind also fascinates me. I want to know why us humans work the way we do and have these crazy emotions.
I've been Vegetarian for about 5 months. Once I hit a year I am going to attempt Veganism. I think its disgusting to eat animals. Thats my opinion, you can have your's.
I'm obsessed with Green Day. I have been since I was 8. Do not tell me they are not punk. They are Post-Punk or Pop-Punk.
I love cosmetology as well. I have been wearing make-up since third grade.
Read more if you want to know more about meeee :]
From The Mind Of,
Lyndsey

Love?

Love can hurt. A lot.
Theres a person in my life I have dated twice before, and, I find it extremely hard and difficult to stop thinking about him.
So many people tell me I'm stupid for still having a small bit of hope that maybe just maybe that person might still have a small bit of the old them that would still love me.
Just maybe.
From The Mind Of,
Lyndsey.

The Strange One.

Something I want to find out:
Do that many people really think of me as the strange girl sitting in the back?
Really?
Because since the beginning of the school year I have had about two dozen people ask me if I'm "emo" and about fifteen if I was "goth".
Its driving me crazy.
I like dressing the way I dress because it feels RIGHT to me.
I like listening to the music I LIKE listening to it.
I like writing the things I write because it feels RIGHT to me.
People need to learn you can't throw a label onto a person like a soupcan. Okay, this kid wears black skinny jeans and a MCR shirt so they're emo and cut themselves. This person wears a Cobra Starship shirt and some bright green pants so they're scene and like techno music and have industrial piercings.
Its so fucked up how this society has turned out.
People going back to the old ways of hating people because they're different.
Just like racism. "Oh. Look at that girl. She has on skinny jeans and a Hawthorne Heights shirt and isn't obsessed with Aeropostale and Miley Cyrus so lets hate her.".
Its so disgusting.
From The Mind Of,
Lyndsey.

Thanks For That.

So today I was speaking to one of my close friends on AIM and we got into an argument about how I make my problems seem more important than her's, which I don't.
And it escalated into me telling her why I've been hanging out with different people lately and she said "Thanks. That hurt." KNOWING it would make me feel terrible.
I really cannot handle the shit she pulls anymore.

So, Kid.

So, kid.
You are amazing in every single way.
I have no idea how I went so long before FINALLY meeting you.
It was in a crowded room, and I sorted you out from the others.
<333