JAY. ♥♥

ISN'T THAT PICTURE ADORABLE?!
Gawsh he is so fxcking cuteee(:
So now it is safe to say.
I have a massive crush on my Cookie.

Soo.

Jay totally confessed his love to me last night.

>.>

Past few days.
Me and Matt broke up, as you already know.
And I got extremely self-destructive.
Well, I went to this kid's house I had known for six days.



His name is Kyle.

I think hes cute.

Anyway.

So, I went to his house and I got reallyy messed up, like emotionally.
&&Then we made out. x_x

Ugh.

He is cute though.

...

Wow.
Wow. Wow. Wow.
So you think he treats you badly?
He was the best fucking boyfriend I have ever had.
You better be fucking lucky.
You have no idea how much I wish I was you.
Fucking idiot.

Its over.

Me and Matt are no longer together.

Jay♥

Jay. Smith.

This boy is my bestfriend.

I began talking to him on Myspace back in May, but we have became so close.

He means the world to me. Hes like my big brother, and I have no idea what I would do without him. Hes so strong and he makes me smile everyday.

Hes my Cookie, and I have no idea what I would do without him.

Hes helped me with so much. He practically saved my life one night.

I love him so much.

Jay, you're my big brother, don't you ever forget that.

Computer. x_x

My computer fails.

Its an Acer Aspire 5515, right?

And I got it in January of 2009.

And the computer is so fucked up.

I have so much fucking shit on here I downloaded that I can't uninstall, I have pictures I'm too lazy to go through, and like 25 viruses.

I have three different Internet browsers on here.

Internet Explorer, Firefox, and Safari.

And then here's the best part.

My fucking mum dropped my computer when she was bringing it downstairs for me once and now the screen fucks up and I have to like press on it for like fifteen minutes for it to go back to normal.

So I Googled my problem and either I take it to get it fixed or I get a new one.

This is my DREAM laptop;: Clicky.

But I know my mum would never ever buy it. x_x

So this is the one she said she'll buy me in December for my birthday/Christmas;: Clicky.

&&Then there's like all this stuff I want for it.

Photoshop cs5/cs6, some sort of nice video editing program unlike Windows Movie Maker, and just all this other stuff.

I seriously hate this computer. Its so shitty. x_x


Love&&Stitches,
Lyndsey.

Nicolas Cage♥

I am now in love with Nicolas Cage.

Circa 1983.

>.>

Not now.

<.<

I mean, he played Randy in my second favourite movie, "Valley Girl", right?

AND HE SO SEXY!

ME LOVE HIM LONG TIME.



HE SO SEXXXYYY!!<333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

Gawdddd. I have no idea why Julia would even CONSIDER picking Tommy over Randy.

Tommy was buttugly.

Hes so ugly I'm not even putting a picture of him on here.

But yeah I think everyone on the planet should own Valley Girl.

Its the best movie evaaarrrr!(:


Love&&Stitches,
Lyndsey.

I Killed The Surgeon.

Cody told me to write a grindcore song about killing a surgeon and then wearing his skin as a suit to his funeral.

I KILLED THE SURGEON.

YEAAAHHHH.

HE WASN’T A VIRGIN.

OR A MAGICIAN.

I KILLED THE SURGEON.

I RIPPED OFF HIS SKIN,

AND PUT IT ON MAH BODAYEEE *touch my body by Mariah carey in the background*

AND I PUT HIS PENIS ON LIKE A HAT

LAWDY DAWDY

YEAHHHHH

THAT BITCH’S FUNERAL WAS TASTY

JUST LIKE HIS INTESTINESSS

YEAHHH

Yep.


Love&&Stitches,
Lyndsey.

New Life.

So...
I'm putting the past behind me, no regrets (except maybe a few].
I'm forgetting things I want to forget.
I don't want to remember A LOT of things.
I really don't.

I'm going to act as if I've never met some people. I'm going to act as if some things never happened.

I'm really changing who I am. I am sick of this...ugh. I don't even know what it is anymore, I really don't. But I'm done with it.

I'm changing...once again.

Part of me wants to change my name. I kinda want to go by something else...
I don't know what yet though.

So for now...bye.


Love&&Stitches,
Lyndsey.

Sitemodeling Sites. :D

So I remember when I was going to first start sitemodeling I couldn't find ANY.
So here are some just so these are on the Internet;:

Atomic Stunners
Sweet Touch
Goreville Popcorn
Rave
Diamonds and Razorblades
Chokechain
Rain On Me

Just search all that shizz on Myspace(:

Peace and jawns.


Love&&Stitches,
Lyndsey.

Shit-Talkers. :D

I ♥ you(:

After Tonight...

So I'm talking to Alyssa&&Matt♥ right now. :D<3
Me and Matt got into our first huge fight today. >.<
It was so stupid, idek why we were fighting over me not being able to go to Jakobi's.
Like...seriously.
x_x
I was so mad.
Then we got into another fight like...3 hours ago?
And he didn't talk to me for an hour, so I slept.
I hate it when hes mad at me.
He doesn't talk about it, he just stops texting me or gets off Myspace.
It really is ridiculous and it upsets me a lot.
Its driving me crazyyy yo.

Bullet says:
=^_^=
LyssieKitty says:
Pussy.
<3
I mean...kitty.
Bullet says:
LMFAO!
<3

:D<3

Lololol I love Alyssa.

:33

I need more people to talk to.

Myspace;: www.myspace.com/lyndsey_scares_world
Facebook;: www.myspace.com/#!/lyndseyxscaresxworld
AIM;: HighOnLyndsey
MSN;: LyndseyScaresWorld@live.com

Yahhhh.


Love&&Stitches,
Lyndsey.

You Have No Idea.

How much I fucking love you.
You mean the world to me.
I never ever want to lose you.
Just the thought of it makes me want to die.

Love&&Stitches,
Lyndsey.

dickdickdickdickdickdick

So I tell you something that happened before I was fucking dating you.
And the response?
"Cool. Bye."
Fucking dick.
You need to calm the fuck down.

Blood Infection. x_x

So I have a blood infection from a mosquito bite.
I woke up this morning with these huge two marks on my right arm that were purple, yellow, and pink.
So then my mum took me to the emergency room and they gave me six shots.
This is what they look like after I got the shots;:


&&


You really can't tell in the second one, but that was two hours after I got the shots.
They look a lot better right now.
And the arm with them on it is swollen twice the size it usually is. O_O
&&Because of this, me and Shiloh cannot go to Cedar Point.
So I'm getting tickets to see Green Day&&AFI on August 23rd at the DTE Energy Center.
:DDDD
Wootfuckinwoot

Love&&Stitches,
Lyndsey.

I am sooooooooooo emo.

I am so fucking emo.
I listen to 30 Seconds to Mars and cut myself.
And I wear a fake lip ringggg.
And I cry when I watch Animal Planet because the animals are so free and I'm not.
I'm like a bird in a cage trapped.
And I can't breathe.
Its suffocating me dry.
I'm so emo.
God.
Somebody rub lemur blood all over me.
And let it soak in.
So I can have the power of Gerard Way.




xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I. Hate. Emo. Kids.

I really fucking do.

I don't have a problem with you if you have the "emo" look, but if you call yourself emo, I fuckinghateyou.

Like seriously.

Emo is a type of music. Not a person.

Lets look up the definition of emo (music].

Sweet god...the amount of definitions that should be saved for the avril lavigne fans...

People use the term emo music as a narrow minded attempt at attempting to categorize emotional music as 'everything that sounds like fall out boy'. It ain't. Here are the genres/musicians that could be referred to as 'emo', 'emo orientated' or perhaps 'crap' if you don't like it.

1980s hardcore/soulful punk: People argue that this laid the base for most 'emo' and it does share very similar qualities to more commercial forms we have today. Catchy guitar lyrics, rough lyrics dealing with love, unhapiness, anandonment, hatred, disullision, longer running times ( unlike all other forms of hardcore punk at the time ) etc. I would cite Husker Du's Zen Arcade as the best example of this era, but Rites of spring are another brilliant band.

Early 90s/90s screamo: As an off-shoot of emo this is included. Bands in the early 90s took emo on to more fast, distorted, screamed and abstract horizons. You can easily recognise alot of this music by these qualities but running times varied alot ( indian summer's track 12 ran for 17 minutes, where as jerome's dream songs ran for much shorter ), lyrics may be intelligible at parts or not atall, there may be huge intros or guitar riffs lasting the majority of the songs thrashed and or melodic. Indian summer, jerome's dream, joshua fit for battle, swing kids are examples. Modern pop punk should not be confused with this genre under pain of death.

I didn't even fucking read that.
But I'm assuming it will support me.

Lmfao.

Anyway.

I hate you Savanah.
I hate you Zach, just kidding, ily♥ but just because you're cool.
I hate you Haley.
I hate fucking every single one of you little emo kids.
Goodfuckingbye.

x]]]]]]]]]]]]

So today.
July 5th, 2010 at 1:27 AM,
Is my first official one month since fall of 2009.
x]]]
I am so fucking happy.
I love Matt♥ so fucking much.
You do not even know.
I love you baby♥

Saturday, July 3rd, 2010&&Sunday, July 4th, 2010

7/3/2010 - ShilohBby's birfday! :D
I got her Alesana's album "The Emptiness"&&a bag of Skittles! :DD
Her birthday was fun.
She had me, Meghan, Audrey&&Dezarai spend the night.
We went to the fireworks&&I was with Happyfoot♥ all night(:
Oh&&JakeKitten, Jake D., Thatonekidwiththeprettyhair, Thomas, Heather, Rachel, Billee, Kyle&&Michelle.
But mainly my Matt♥(:
We kissed while the fireworks went off. :]]
It made me sosososo happy[x
It was like perfect.
It was on the back trail at Cascades that doesn't have pavement&&he told me he loved me&&then kissed me RIGHT as the fireworks went off.
I was like "Perfect much..?"
Haa.
And then I got mad. -_-
Because one certain 18 year old cr33p3r decided to come to the fireworks and start shit with Danielle. x_x
So me&&JakeKitten&&Happyfoot♥ were gonna beat his ass, but he left.
So then me, Shiloh, Dezarai, Audrey, and Meghan walked home.
&&Then me and MeggiBoo♥ played Modern Warfare 2 and she killed me like 97979578987 times. D;
Then we prank called Leprechaun&&it was hilarious.
xD.
And then we prank called JakeKitten and he said he was going to find out the number&&track us down&&kill us. x_x
Then I texted him and told him it was me and he laughedd(:
I love that child<3
Hahahaaa.
Then we all just talked about stuff and it made me happy(:<3

7-4-2010;: Fourth of July. xP
I sat at home and had McDonalds and hung out with my mum(:<33
Oh&&I'm texting Matt♥
Hes so damn amazinggg(:
OUR ONE MONTH IS TOMORROWWWW! :DDDDDDDDDD
I haven't had a one month since fall of 2009.
xP
Which sucks.
A lot.
Which is why I'm happyyy(:
Tomorrow we're going to the Crossing then I might stay at his aunt's with him but I dunnoo.
I love him so much<33333
Hes my everythinggg<3333
Kthisisgettinglongbai


Love&&Stitches,
Lyndsey.

He is not your fucking son.
Leave him the FUCK alone.
He did absolutely nothing to you, did he? So what? You just want to find fucking excuses to fucking yell at him for everything or call him a fag?
You fucking disgust me.

x___________x

So Shiloh&&I were sitting in the Polly's parking lot last night and I came to realize...

I. Am. A. Fucking. Loser.

I have like 4 friends. Four. FOUR.

And I don't do ANYTHING.

Let's list all of the times I went somewhere this summer;:

-Went to Cascades with Matt 4 times.
-Went to Westwood with Matt twice.
-Went to Crossing with Matt once.
-Went to Crossing with Danielle once.
-Went to Nixon on skate day with Matt.

Okay so. Out of those 9 times I went somewhere...eight were with my boyfriend.

My boyfriend. Is turning. Into my. Life.

I seriously don't text anyone else really except him&&Jay.

&&I only text Jay so much because;:
a) Hes never on Myspace.
b) Since he lives in Jonesville I never get to see him.

So Saturday night I am going to go to the fireworks. With people other than my boyfriend.

Oh&&I met this chick named Tayler Moore.

So I guess things are getting better...xP

I really do not want to turn into...uhm...youknowhwowithbadhairandisyuckyinperson
<_____________________________________<
>_____________________________________>

:]

Anyway.

I seriously need to get a fucking life man.



Love&&Stitches,
Lyndsey.

x_x

I don't have a life.

Kbai.